Hello
everyone, I KNOW it’d been more than 3 months, but this is the very long story
in which why my phone got taken away. A lot of yinz guys have been wondering
what happened…
Okay here's
the story.
(This was in
a Skype conversation with some dude. Cough Cough.)
So last week
in english class, we had to post comments and questions on our online book
thing. Of course i was on my effin period
and i am SO
SO SO bitchy when i have to do things i dont want to
anyway..
I was making
comments like, ". I don't feel like looking up those words so I'm not
going to give you an example for each one. Alright?"
"I'm
actually just going to ramble on for the next six or seven comments and notes
becasue this is really stupid and i want to get it done. "
and
"Now i havent found that out but when i do, i will know why this is so
important and then i will write down the answer on the reading guide and then i
will not fail those stupid reading quizzes you make us do. "
My teacher
said she knew that comment was directed to her personally. so she fliped a
little.
AND..
"Now I
don't feel like Google-ing this, but I think it would be very interesting if
there WAS some sort of connection there."
AND
This one set
her off: :For the fact that he needs four frickin people to tend to his stupid
needs, is so greedy and selfish.
Seriously, if a five year old can feed himself chocolate, I'm pretty
sure some old creep of some importance can feed himself chocolate to. What an
asshat."
“. I TOTALLY
AGREE WITH YA GURL. I HATE HOMEWORK AND I HONESTLY THINK GIVING STUDENTS MORE
AND MORE AND MORE CRAP TO DO AND MEMORIZE WILL ABSOLUTELY NOT HELP. YOU ARE NOT
EDUCATING US, YOU'RE STRESSING US OUT. STOP. PLEASE."
Okay those
were the main problems..
anyway,
My teacher
said that she had always had a feel from me in class that "i didnt want to
be there" and that "i did not care about anything"
She also
thought i seemed like a rude and mean, negative person.
YEAH MRS.
D I AM.
WHEN IM ON
MY PERIOD.
ANYWAY
she told me
she turned in the assignment to my guidance counselor, so they could have a
record of my "inappropriate" and "disrespectful" behavior
ugh.
and she was
all like, "I believe your behavior has been very poor for an honors
student. I think you need to take a CP class next year instead of honors. And if you act like this in all your classes,
then take all CP classes."
(This sounds better when im talking)
anyway and
then she said,
"I am
turning this in to Mr. Delp so he has a record of your behavior. I warn you
that you are on his watchlist now and your actions from here on forward is
going to be carefully watched."
GAH!
I was just
trying to be nice and polite to her so i wouldnt get in even more trouble
but on the
inside,
i wanted to
scream and kick her and rip up that paper and cry and stab myself and go back
in time and make myself not say those things.
Ugh and she
gave me a zero on that thing. it was like 200 points or something,
SORRY IF I
WAS ON MY PERIOD AND I WAS A BITCH AND SORRY IF YOU ASKED FOR OUR OPINIONS IN
900 CHARACTERS AND SORRY IF I ACTUALLY WAS HONEST AND OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK
So i can
redo it
im fucked
im screwed
now that im
telling you this story,
it actully
doesnt seem so terrible anymore
wtf why am i
telling you anyway
like you
care.
UGHHHH
I need to go
die.
No that's
scary.
what if i
did die?
People
better care.
well not
mrs. d because she hates me
why am i
crying right now?
wtf im not
on my period anymore
I HATE BEING
A TEENAGER
FUCK THE
WORLD
FUCK MY LIFE
FUCK HER
FUCK THEM
FUCK THE INTERNET
GAAAAAH
im never going to be able to do fun things
again
le internet, gone.
whatever.
fml
Ugh im so
dead when my parents get home
And
yesterday, my parents had a meeting with my teacher. They came home, and were smiling. All they
said was, “We had a good meeting with your teacher. It went very well.”
I didn’t ask
what they talked about but whatever. Everything’s fine.
This was
just another shitty incident of my Freshman Year.
I'll write more later. Sometime.
